Somewhere beneath the window lay a pot with onion forgotten hyacinth ... I can not remember when this beautifully scented hyacinth got ... I fall into the garden to plant ... I forgot. When I drew from the dark abyss of the forgotten pot speechless - it was a life ... podlałam, I put on the window ...
Recently a lot of things I forget (but it is not yet sclerosis) ... Unfortunately, these are the consequences of an event ... slow as a turtle lumbering back to some standards there ... although it will never be as it was ... moreover, it consists of many factors which I'll skip ... .
Sometimes it's with me like onion this forgotten ... supposed, to be thrown out, and here we go ... While in her strength, perseverance, desire to live ...... in spite of everything ...
this post is from the morning, I am writing ... I actually dodge ... delays do not know why.
Or maybe I just do not want ... me the last few what he wants ... and there is no winter-przedwiosenne fatigue ... this is not laziness ... this is not a depression ... just did a stoicko-phlegmatic some and it made me very tired ... .
Or maybe I'm burned out ... I may be a solid rest.
Well - wypoczęła hyacinth bulb to re- beautiful bloom ...
Well, what shall I do ... take a handful of just ... do not complain ... go ahead ... I have no other choice at the moment:)
Such a small onion gave the advice, although forgotten, without a drop of water lay in a dark corner behind the time and I will give advice ... moreover, has always been giving you advice so why now should I fail.
I did this post is not sad or fretful ... Post by Jacinta reaching toward the sun can not be like that. It is well even as it seems that it is not:)
Once you have a rest ... I have yet to rest all eternity:)
In the meantime, I'll do what so far ... I though it restricts my freedom (insiders know what I mean) ... also slowly coming back to my neglected work ... Maybe this is my work is worthless but for me it is important ... would extract from each other a little more selfish and take care of more what I like to do ... what I need ... what neglected because ......... no because it so happened.
So can not go on ...
There are some cases that failed to ... there are a few things that just collapsed ... desire was and is but ... some infirmity afflicted me ... I did not give the council a few commitments to fulfill ... someone will say - what promised ... .
Cause I want to be normal and not ... normality and the need to fight (not use it, I have to, and no pacifist I am but ...) to more, stay out of the cage, ... .
fulfill their promises of prizes, prizes and surprises, but not to fall into depression because of my pace ślimaczego not give specific dates ... it will simply took longer ... slowly but surely ...
sorry girls ...
Creativity failed, neglected blogs ...... anyone can tell, and what do you need it ... damage to this time - so someone has a problem with them (as far as I was in my life heard a fact, and after that,, and, it is stupidity, vulgar taunts .... just) .... .. I need to create, and no matter whether I paint or crochet or something else to do anymore ... I needed and it is already.
And blogs are my detachment from reality (someone called it safety valve ...) ... I need it ..... I will not give what I need, do not give up what I like.
also not resign from my trips and meeting ...... HERE you can see where, how and with whom,, the ukulturalniam,,. This too I need it:)
wish you all a nice day ... and I go to sleep ...
......
Or maybe I just do not want ... me the last few what he wants ... and there is no winter-przedwiosenne fatigue ... this is not laziness ... this is not a depression ... just did a stoicko-phlegmatic some and it made me very tired ... .
Or maybe I'm burned out ... I may be a solid rest.
Well - wypoczęła hyacinth bulb to re- beautiful bloom ...
Once you have a rest ... I have yet to rest all eternity:)
In the meantime, I'll do what so far ... I though it restricts my freedom (insiders know what I mean) ... also slowly coming back to my neglected work ... Maybe this is my work is worthless but for me it is important ... would extract from each other a little more selfish and take care of more what I like to do ... what I need ... what neglected because ......... no because it so happened.
So can not go on ...
Cause I want to be normal and not ... normality and the need to fight (not use it, I have to, and no pacifist I am but ...) to more, stay out of the cage, ... .
fulfill their promises of prizes, prizes and surprises, but not to fall into depression because of my pace ślimaczego not give specific dates ... it will simply took longer ... slowly but surely ...
sorry girls ...
Creativity failed, neglected blogs ...... anyone can tell, and what do you need it ... damage to this time - so someone has a problem with them (as far as I was in my life heard a fact, and after that,, and, it is stupidity, vulgar taunts .... just) .... .. I need to create, and no matter whether I paint or crochet or something else to do anymore ... I needed and it is already.
And blogs are my detachment from reality (someone called it safety valve ...) ... I need it ..... I will not give what I need, do not give up what I like.
also not resign from my trips and meeting ...... HERE you can see where, how and with whom,, the ukulturalniam,,. This too I need it:)
wish you all a nice day ... and I go to sleep ...
......
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